I finally got my BFP! Yep that's right...I FINALLY got my BFP!!
{First test I took}
{This was the one I gave to my husband in a beautiful little gift bag}
I haven't told anyone because I have scared myself to death with the idea of miscarriage. I have never had one, but hearing, following and seeing all of these stories on blogs and youtube channels has scared the crap out of me. I sympathize with each story I hear and truly take it to heart. I pray about it and I try to let go, but I've just been feeling like I cant enjoy this because Im always scared...
I honestly wasn't going to say anything on my blog either until I was 12 weeks or more.
But this past weekend we told my husbands family, and they were so happy for us. I realized I need to take time to be happy too & really try to enjoy this pregnancy. If I dwell on what could happen I will never enjoy my pregnancy or my baby...ever...I mean something could happen at anytime. I mean there are miscarriages, still born babies, babies that die of SIDS, kids that pass away at 2 and 3 years old. I cannot let these fears take over my life.
I honestly wasn't going to say anything on my blog either until I was 12 weeks or more.
But this past weekend we told my husbands family, and they were so happy for us. I realized I need to take time to be happy too & really try to enjoy this pregnancy. If I dwell on what could happen I will never enjoy my pregnancy or my baby...ever...I mean something could happen at anytime. I mean there are miscarriages, still born babies, babies that die of SIDS, kids that pass away at 2 and 3 years old. I cannot let these fears take over my life.
So I'm saying it, loud and proud....I'm pregnant.
I am 6 weeks and 1 day according to my last menstrual period.
So that's puts me with a due date of Jan. 13, 2013.
I dont have my first doctor's appointment until June 14th.
It would have been much sooner, but I will be in Texas for a week and a half and my doctor's office will not allow me to have an appointment before I'm 8 weeks. Totally blows but it's gonna be ok.
God has blessed me again and I'm so thankful.
Thanks to everyone that has sent baby dust and prayers my way.
I can't wait to be a family of four :-)
I appreciate it and Im still sending plenty of baby dust to ALL of you out there. Again, thank you....
Yippeee!!! Congratulations!! So excited for you. :)
ReplyDeleteCONGRATULATIONS!!!!! So happy for you that you got your BFP and answered prayer!
ReplyDeleteCongrats! I'm so happy for you :)
ReplyDeleteCONGRATS CONGRATS CONGRATS!!! I am so happy for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteIt's normal to worry about miscarriage even if you haven't had one! I worried about one before ever having one... so don't feel bad. We have so much love fo our lil babes, it's easy to worry about them.
ReplyDeleteI am so excited for you!! I was hoping you'd get your BFP soon!! I'm so excited to follow your pregnancy journey :) congrats again momma!
UM WHERE HAVE I BEEN?!?! CONGRATULATIONS GIRL!!!! I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!
ReplyDelete(sorry I am just now commenting my blogroll has been jacked up!)
YAY!!!!
:D